I have 9 of them. I took the quiz the other day sitting here. Not having suicidal thoughts or feeling guilty about anything. They say if you have one of the signs you should go see your doctor. Oops. Yeah, who's gonna pay for that?
I can't get medicaid or food stamps because I'm a student. Seriously? You'd rather I quit school so I can eat and go to the doctor? No wonder this world is messed up.
Now my cat has gone missing. Monday afternoon we were sitting here playing with Rascal, talking about he was almost 9 now, and with the life expectancy of 10 years. (He has a heart murmur that gets a little worse each vet visit.) I really thought I had a good year left of my boy. I really didn't expect to not see him again after making that statement.
You know, I think whatever controls the Universe and my life really sucks. You're sense of humor sucks ass.
Showing posts with label life. Show all posts
Showing posts with label life. Show all posts
1.06.2010
8.20.2009
Long Time
I know it's been a long time. And it's not that I haven't wanted to write lately - I actually have things to say, I just............
I don't know. I'm in sort of a funk that shouldn't be happening right now, but none the less is here and camping out for who knows how long.
The boy got a job. Actually, a job fell into his lap. I guess God does take care of fools. Right now the work is slow, but in a few weeks it will pick up to where it was before he was laid off. That makes it easier to deal with him still being here a lot. I know he has a job, but its slow. Better than not having one at all! The morning he got back into that truck I wanted to dance around the house naked.
I've never felt a weight lifted in an instant. Usually, things just gradually get better. Man, as soon as the drug test was over, I was stress free. I'm not even worrying about the other shoe. I want to bask in this feeling for a while. Nine months of the earth on my shoulders warrants a few weeks of not worrying.
School is going well, my lowest grade is a 95. Just have to get through the final exams and then three more quarters, hopefully. I'm trying to finish a quarter early.
Hopefully the funk will go away. Maybe when the boy is working steadily.
I don't know. I'm in sort of a funk that shouldn't be happening right now, but none the less is here and camping out for who knows how long.
The boy got a job. Actually, a job fell into his lap. I guess God does take care of fools. Right now the work is slow, but in a few weeks it will pick up to where it was before he was laid off. That makes it easier to deal with him still being here a lot. I know he has a job, but its slow. Better than not having one at all! The morning he got back into that truck I wanted to dance around the house naked.
I've never felt a weight lifted in an instant. Usually, things just gradually get better. Man, as soon as the drug test was over, I was stress free. I'm not even worrying about the other shoe. I want to bask in this feeling for a while. Nine months of the earth on my shoulders warrants a few weeks of not worrying.
School is going well, my lowest grade is a 95. Just have to get through the final exams and then three more quarters, hopefully. I'm trying to finish a quarter early.
Hopefully the funk will go away. Maybe when the boy is working steadily.
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