There are 11 signs of Depression

I have 9 of them.  I took the quiz the other day sitting here.  Not having suicidal thoughts or feeling guilty about anything.  They say if you have one of the signs you should go see your doctor.  Oops.  Yeah, who's gonna pay for that?

I can't get medicaid or food stamps because I'm a student.  Seriously?  You'd rather I quit school so I can eat and go to the doctor?  No wonder this world is messed up.

Now my cat has gone missing.  Monday afternoon we were sitting here playing with Rascal, talking about he was almost 9 now, and with the life expectancy of 10 years.  (He has a heart murmur that gets a little worse each vet visit.)  I really thought I had a good year left of my boy.  I really didn't expect to not see him again after making that statement.

You know, I think whatever controls the Universe and my life really sucks.  You're sense of humor sucks ass.